I have been studying this past year in the scriptures and various writers about "who I am" and who I am meant to be. It has been a long, enlightening and frustrating journey, but I can see the answer coming about in ways that I did not know.
Moses says that God's name is I AM. And Jesus has said that we reach the ultimate when we are one with him and the Father. We also learn, when we read the Bible, that the Kingdom of Heaven is within. What I have been learning is how we are ACTUALLY gods right now -- all of us, unconditional of what state we find ourselves. When we understand that we are already gods, then we can have a confidence in our abilities and faith in the words of the Father.
It is a concept that has been a struggle for me because I have been taught that "I am a child of God, but I am not good enough, yet. I am not worthy yet. I haven't done enough to get there yet and I haven't completed enough ordinances or paid enough tithing." But, are we not "god" if we are children of God.
I am learning how can we be "one with God" and still live in this wicked world? Because the answer is that we create this world with our imagination, our thoughts and our beliefs. How can we right this supposed wrong? Daily repentance (which means a change of mind) or daily revision.
Have I sinned? Yes, daily I miss the mark. That is what sin is: missing the mark that you aimed for. Can we be forgiven every day for missing the mark? Can we believe that God wants to give us blessings daily - rather than just what we "deserve". Who decides what we deserve? We do! As we believe, so it shall be.
My journey has been full of ups and downs, struggles and surrenders. I have learned how to be and yet I struggle to be that person I want to be. I am that puzzle, and yet I continue. Maybe you can learn from my efforts.
Thanks for stopping by -- Glenda